eww ok so yesterday i ate 2 hotdogs with the buns and mustard and relish and 2 peices of pizza and 2 pieces of choco dunkers from pizza hut and a bread stick and 2 glasses of orange juice...... i know what a mother f*ckin fat *ss right!!
this is killing me ..
so our scale is
broken at our house
i cant weigh my self and its driving me absolutely nuts!!
so it has been a while since i last posted.
The last time i weighed my self i was 136lbs
but my diet has been suffering greatly i kinda have been eating anything and everything for a week straight!!!!
i need some inspiration from ne one please!
NEVERMIND THIS SHOULD BE INSPIRATION ENOUUUF!!
Totally did good with the first official day of my diet.
i feel good!
I feel smaller, i havent been able to weigh myself.
hopefully ill be sayin goodbye to 145.!!!
Today i had to deal with the BF. He noticed that i hadnt eaten all day, and i just told him ill eat when im hungry. He said ok if ur not hungry.... then my stomach growled really loud and he got a pisssed off look, i said really i dont want ne thing i am fine..then he yells at me sometimes i feel like i am like a effing criminal for wanting to look good, like its a damn crime to be thin. But im gonna do it, im gonna get there, ill meet my goal i swear it, AND NE WAYS IF IM NOT HUNGRY>>IM NOT HUNGRY. next time my stomach growls im going for a run!
110 by september 2nd
Which should be close to perfection for my height of 5'8''.
so i think im gonna actually start the 2468 diet